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My Hula Voyage: Finding My Place in my Hālau Hula

Credit: PHOTO BY DENNIS ODA. APRIL 28, 2000.

Months Two: It’s mid December of 2020 coming up to Christmas and while the pandemic ravages on across Hawai’i, Hula still reigns with masks and social distancing. The greatest recent blessings to possibly have in this halau and entire Hawaiian experience, is being given a halau name. Or better yet, a HAWAIIAN name, one with meaning, purpose, and one that describes what makes me, me. But one that also creates a trajectory and clear path for me in this halau.

Doing My Part as a Kane

I’ve been in this hālau for two months so far, and I’ve unofficially crossed over the point of being a welcomed stranger to a new official member of the hālau. As an official member of a traditional hālau that doesnt ask for dues or member ship like other hālau hula, the payment comes in the form of doing your part. Some members have project that involve archaeology, planning events, taking care of business, etc. For me, I was given the task and project of gathering ideas and quotes for apparel for the guys. Including what kind of shirts we want, quantities, whether or not we want to do a fundraiser or not. Every month members hop on zoom with our kumu and we discuss bullet points of projects and or events coming up for our group. And this past month I was given the opportunity to do a virtual presentation of my gathered quotes and gathered feedback from everyone. I may have been invited into the hālau learning hula and all. But having a job and task that will benefit the guys and the organization is a honor to have, even if it’s as simple as apparel.

Month Three

Presenting my First HO’OKUPU

Ho’okupu wrapped in ti leaf. Credit: https://pmondoy.blogspot.com/

What is ho’okupu? This is an ancient Hawaiian tradition that has remained strong in Hawai’i and involves a gifting and offering to the aina. Usually this is done when entering a new place you haven’t been yet, whether it’s someones home or a pa hula (hula mound). For ho’okupu, there are a few things that are fundamental to perform it properly and of tradition.

Preparing ho’okupu. Credit: https://www.kaahelehawaii.com/

Oli (Chant)

Oli is crucial and depending on where you come from, depends on what is chanted. The story that is chanted usually reflects where you or the hālau comes from and tells a story of that location. In our hālau’s case, we learned a chant that represented Nānākuli, depicting ones journey from the sea to the mountains during ancient times, the struggles of the hot sun, harsh terrain, in search of a place to stay. Prior to walking into someones hale or pa hula, the chant is….well chanted and in the end asks for proper permission to enter.

Ho’okupu

Is the gift or offering which is directly offered to the land.

Jason Momoa performs ho’okupu on Mauna Kea

Makana

Makana is an offering to the person and or ohana that is welcoming you or the hālau. My experience was that we were all to get goods and snacks to give to the family to enjoy. It was appropriate this way as it involved to small children, so um a bottle of Jim Bean would just be inappropriate.

Coming down from Mauna Kapu after hula practice on our new spot for hula.

This past weekend was a HUGE hula weekend and packed full of new experiences and I seriously can’t put in words. We all learned our oli to ask for permission, put together our makana and ho’okupu, and just experienced by true first traditional hawaiian ceremony that I was a major part of. Our ceremony was small and private on private property high in the mountains above Kapolei and Nānākuli. We were all welcome to an ancient pa hula that in the past 20 years had been cleared up and excavated for use of doing hula. After our ho’okupu, we entered the pa hula and continued on with hula practice and my god, what a blessing it was to be there. You just could feel the mana (power) in the place!

Dressing Up for the First Time

First time wearing a malo, lei, lei po’o, and kupe’e.

Hula dancers wear a multitude of things and the hawaiian words for all of them, I do not understand or know the names to yet. But at the moment, all I know in these months in being in this voyage of hula is that as a kane, I will at some point where what is called a malo, loincloth that most hula kahiko dancers wear. It’s simply a cloth that covers the front, sometimes the back and hold all the….essentials in place. Our hālau was asked to be in a music video filming kane of several different halaus and it was the perfect time for me to wear one in a setting that didn’t involve hundreds of people, not that that mattered.

While in the outside world, people look at this as unusual or sexual but in fact it is cultural and what was worn in ancient Hawai’i for many many years. Wearing this felt unusual, invasive to “privacy”, and quite tight (better tight than falling off on a roll), but for the sake of diving head first into a culture as I would in my world travels, this is EXACTLY where I wanted to be. Wearing a malo and leis around my ankles, head, and hands performing hula as a Hawaiian transplant like I am.

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My Hula Voyage: Building Up My Body

Week 1

Oct. 11: The Hula Voyage Begins: 🤙🏼 Blessed, proud, & ecstatic to announce that I’ve officially joined a hālau hula(hula school) here on O’ahu, Hawai’i. Through a Tiktok I posted a couple of months ago, I was invited by a member of the hālau who gave reference to his kumu (leader) about how I wanted to learn more about Hawaiian culture and find a way to give back. After explaining through a zoom meet, yesterday I had my first practice and absolutely loved it (as I anticipated anyways). My legs hurt (as anticipated also) but ready to get some stronger legs. I am doing this not only for the workout, but to explore the inner roots of these Hawaiian islands through one of its most important features apart from Hawaiian language, and that’s through hula dance which tells a story through hand and arm movements! This experience is something I would seek out in my travels. Blessed to do it right here at home. As of today, I have officially joined the halau.🌺

Week 2: True Commitment

Oct. 17: This evening was my second hula practice and was incredible. My core and leg strength has dramatically improved in the past week now that I’m committed to hula, and PROUD. But something happened in the practice that really hit me. As we practiced our hula learned from last week with today’s additions, our kumu (leader) added his oli (chant) while we were all dancing. This is when I realized, I AM REALLY DOING THIS😍! I can’t believe it!!!! It also felt so empowering to be a contribution in preserving such a strong cultural practice and that is Hawaiian hula🌺. On the very mound where ancient practices by Hawaiians took place. Words can describe only so much. The feeling is totally something else. So blessed!!!!! 🌺🌺🌺🌺

Week 4: Spiritual Reset:

Took a trip to the mainland for a long overdue return home to visit family. It’d been 3 and a half years since I left for travel and would eventually move to Hawai’i. During my time home, I had time to do a Zoom call with some of the guys of the halau. Being away from Hawai’i during my new commitment but being in the familiar place of my home was weird but allowed me some unique appreciation for the blessing I had become a part of. While I was away, I stuck to routine leg work outs to keep my legs strong for my return. I needed it!

Month One

Nov. 22: Back in Hawai’i as of Thursday and wasn’t sure I’d make it back for practice due to my work schedule and transport issues. But it was meant to be as one of the other hālau members was able to give me a lift as he lives on this side of the island. (Hula practice is a bit far) Usually he’s busy and unable to go to practice but today was a special day . Although I’ve practiced on my own, practicing on the hula mound is where the true workout is and was really intense coming back. Truly showed me how important it is to show up and practice. Got a chance to meet some older members to get some inspiration for newbies like myself and ever greater of a reminder that it’s a blessing to be a part of something so big! One of the members snapped this shot of practicing! 🌺(I am directly below the sun)

Two weeks later..

Dec. 7: Meeting Older Guys of the Halau: Paying tribute to the passing of our Kumu’s dear mom who was the foundation and inspiration for the hālau. This gave the ability and chance to meet many of the older guys of the Halau, some from the beginning. Seeing everybody old and new (myself) coming together on the hula mound was really inspiring as it allowed me to see first hand what I’ll be learning and how rewarding the hard work will be. Doing some of what I’ve learned and observing first hand what I’ll continue to learn. It was also nice to see the unified brother hood that is this hālau and beyond blessed and grateful to be welcomed in. It also provided more in depth meaning of the hālau, what it stands for, and what it does for the guys that even if I had just joined two months ago, has done for me as well. I joined the right hālau I’ve been told and I believe it so. This year has been a rough journey, one that would knock me off my tracks with the travel plans I had. But I got knocked into something with a deeper and greater life meaning that will mold me to become a greater kāne….a warrior! 🌺🤙🏼

Month Two

Dec. 12: Learning Couples Hula: This past Saturday was a new journey within an already new journey. Kumu and I and a couple of other guys of the halau took a drive up to Hau’ula towards the north short of O’ahu to meet up with another halau of mostly wahine (women) and some kane (men) to do hula palua (couples hula). Having learned some basic male warrior style hula, this was completely new to me learning some movements in hula that most of the world knows of. It was strange taking the little I’m still learning and applying it to another new lesson with the opposite sex. But at the same time, it was a lot of fun learning something new and seeing just how far I can go with this incredible hula experience. Can’t stress how blessed I am to experience all of this. Stay tuned 🌸

Dec. 19: Getting A Hawaiian Name: This weeks practice was beyond special than anything I’ve ever experiences in Hawai’i period. Greater than all the places I’ve seen and even joining the halau itself. My kumu pulled me aside and asked me what Hawaiian names mean and I gave him my best educated answer based on what I read and my Polynesian experiences across the islands. After a long enlightening chat with my kumu, I was officially given a Halau name or in simple terms, a Hawaiian name with really incredibly special significance to me and the halau. When given a halau name, it’s something that should be sacred and special to you, not to go off and say HEY, I am (name goes here). I mean you can do whatever you want but for the special meaning that’s to be had and what I learned from my kumu, is that it’s not just a name that grows on you. It’s a name you grow with and into, in simplest terms I can describe.

How did/do I feel? I feel absolutely blessed and grateful to the stars and back. I mean, I was almost short on words. I don’t know, maybe it’s an exaggeration from a local or haole standpoint. But from my heart, spirit, and soul…this means the world to me and excited to grow into my Hawaiian name…..

Ka’ikelaulā!

Hula Voyage Continues: Check Out Part 3 (Coming Soon)

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My Hula Voyage: How I Started

2 Months Prior to joining

Credit: Ke ola Magazine

July – October: 2020 A Few months before joining a hālau, I had a vision of things I wanted to experience in Hawai’i, 5 of them in particular. I uploaded a Tiktok highlighting 5 Cultural Experience I would like to have while living in Hawai’i and received the most incredible replies from the local community. From “Mahalo for caring for our culture” to “we need more people like you”. Out of the many, a few tried to convince me to join a hālau hula, basically a school that teaches hula. Why a hālau? Because it will teach you nearly every aspect there is to Hawaiian culture. And if there is any one thing about Hawai’i that has maintained and preserved Hawaiian culture so strongly, it’s HULA. One of the replies would be from one of the members of the current hālau I am in.

He said, “Honestly, I think you’re the only one that comes here for the right reasons. U Wanna join a hālau hula? Let me know, we are always looking for warriors.” We would exchange messages via Tiktok’s messaging service. I would ask innocent questions about monthly fees, location of practice, what a kumu does and such and so forth. He asked about me, where I am from and how long I’ve been here will putting in word with his kumu to arrange a meet. With covid rampant, I suggested a Zoom meet, and that’s when I met my future kumu.

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I have so much love and respect for everything Hawai’i🌺 Let’s connect! #hawaii #fyp #foryou #hawaiilife #culture #olelohawaii #pacificislands #aloha

♬ Makee ‘Ailana – Dennis Pavao

Sept. 9: Yesterday I was in a zoom with a kumu (leader) of a Hula hālau (hula school) to get to know me and to know more about the hālau. I posted a Tiktok a couple of months ago sharing the top cultural experiences I wanted to have in Hawai’i and connected with so many people in the Hawaiian community. One of these people would be the one to gracefully invite me in as “we are always looking for warriors.” Because of covid, there isn’t too much hope in checking it out and getting started but I can’t wait for that day where I get a chance to dive deeper into Hawaiian culture. No better way to do it than join a hālau. 🌺

The second coronavirus outbreak on O’ahu was a difficult and trying time with a high infection rate and high stress. Hula practice was out of the question as parks were closed and this hālau practices in a park. But once the pandemic settled on O’ahu, I found myself attending my first practice on their hula mound and would start a journey of one of the greatest experiences of my travels thus far.

Mural near the Pu’uokapolei hula mound.

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Going Home for the Pandemic Does Justice for the Soul

As I typically like to write posts that are aimed to benefit the reader, whether it’s tips, insight, or simply photos of a place or experience, I guess this is more of a long over due journaling sort of a deal. And if any of you out there have been away from home during the pandemic and miss home, this is for you. For those just reading because you enjoy my content, ALOHA. Here it goes…

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Frisco Airport..En route to the Carolinas from Honolulu

April 2017, I set off what would be an extended open ended voyage that would bring me to X & Y plus Z ….Z being New Zealand. With the possibility of returning home, the intention was one way with a great chance of not coming back home for a while. I had traveled across the USA by train, hitched Big Island Hawai’i, got injured, stayed here (Hawaii), left for a year in New Zealand, five additional months across the Pacific Islands & at the time of writing, been two years of living in Hawai’i. My intended path beyond that included additional Pacific Islands I haven’t been to yet and Australia with a foggy vision of far Southeast Asian countries of Malaysia, Indonesia, etc etc.

travel map

That path has obviously changed dramatically having falling in love along the way calling Hawai’i home and a resting ground to save funds while also admittingly finding a belonging in the land of Hula. But after a point, I knew there was a time I had to go home to visit. After all in December 2019, it had been two and a half years since I left home and my family.

PANDEMIC STRIKES China that same month, and the months following, pandemic would straddle the globe with tight grips. Borders closed and hopes to travel again went from 10 to 0…FAST! I could have visited home prior to the pandemic but sacrificed that to tap on extra travel funds I needed. But add the stresses and anxieties of the pandemic with lockdowns, negative news, social distancing, quarantine showering on a daily basis, even that hope to see family fell through.

Last month I made the choice to go home not only because I needed to use vacation. And not only to see my family again, but my spirit & soul was longing for it for far too long. Early November, I caught flight from Honolulu-San Francisco-Chicago-Asheville & an hour drive later, I made it home. Nearly four years had gone by and I hadn’t been back. It was like my room was stuck in 2017 and my mind and spirit had experienced 10 years of travel and life in a matter of three and a half years. If that doesn’t make sense, read this quote:

So that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. And the people there see you differently, too. Coming back to where you started is not the same as never leaving.

Terry Pratchett

I got to see my family after a year since they came to Hawai’i. But nothing is like being with them within the confined of your home. We have three dogs, two of which i missed insanely, and one I had met for the first time. Two cats I also reconnected with, one of them being my dear Goldi, my cat I rescued 10 years ago in Florida. I walked in the house and before I could call her name, she cried out for me. like not a day went by for three and a half years. We enjoyed outings like a short hike, a couple of restaurant favorites for me to try, a drive up the mountains, and a short getaway to Dollywood in Tennessee. (I’m still shocked we did that with rising COVID cases.)

But it’s not what we did and where we went that I was anticipating the most. It was the Anthony Perez, personal, deep rooted re-centering of self kind of trip I was anticipating and needed for so got damn long. Arriving home the first few days was just weird and obviously felt so out of place. My old car I had sold to my step dad went from 70,000 miles to 125,000. Several lots in the community had been built on or cleared for building. My room had been rearranged and cleared up to make dusting as easy as possible. Having gone through endless bins, drawers, clothes, and shelfs to get rid of shit I really didn’t care to have anymore.

It was this deep cleaning and hard work that really allowed me to go to the core of my very existence. Reminders of myself, why I am here, and what purposes I serve in life. I had gone through so many things I’ve saved in my life, from homework assignments in elementary, Six Flag stuffies, coin collections, books, photos, old harddrives, & my favorite of all, 9 years worth of travel I had brought back home or shipped home to keep. From beer bottles with sand, pamplets, magnets, maps, international currency, you name it. It was these moments scattered across 15 days back home that brought me so much peace during a time of chaos. But even without the Pandemic, sometimes in order to know where we wish to go, we need to look back at where we have been. And this trip defined that on so many levels.

Here are some pics of basically, some of my life.

I can live anywhere in the world, from Portland, Oregon to the banks of the Nile in Egypt, there truly is nothing like home and not only the peace you can have in a vibrant world, but the re-centering of who you are. Leaving home was hard as saying goodbyes has always been difficult. But overall, I felt some semblance of completion. I have no idea what future travel will look like for me, where and when that will happen. All I know is, is that when that time comes, I will be ready!

Caesars Head South Carolina
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Replanning Travels Due to Coronavirus | Self-reflection & Insight

A Trip that Could Have Been

July the 8th, 2020 would have been the very day I would have set forth on my next extended voyage for the Pacific Islands bound for Australia. By now (at the time of writing- mid July) I would be exploring Tutuila island or the outer islands in American Samoa with a trajectory onward to Samoa, Tokelau, and a select number of Pacific Islands before heading to Australia for my working holiday visa. But that has changed, thanks to the global pandemic and ongoing resurgence of new infections, travel isn’t happening.

American Samoa has one of the toughest restrictions being closed off from the outside world. But that goes for just about 90% of the world’s countries, territories, and commonwealths. Travel is completely on hold and alike many adventurers out there around the world, no one is going anywhere. Unless it’s within your own country or like Europe’s Shengen Area. Doesn’t matter if you’re confident about traveling or not, it’s just not practical at the moment. Restrictions, quarantine, many businesses being shut down, having to wear a mask and sanitize. Let alone getting scrutinized about traveling period. It’s not the right time!

Credit: KHALED DESOUKI/AFP VIA GETTY IMAGES

In all honesty, I’ve have had hope these coming weeks to make this trip happen even if it meant wearing a mask and having to sanitize. But I just wasn’t realistic with myself: people were still getting sick and dying from a second outbreak, businesses are mostly closed, flights and transport is cut in half to minimal to NONE, and no one feels safe taking in a traveler let alone getting close to one.

Wanna try couchsurfing? I think not.

Hostel? Hell no

As hope diminished by the week leading to the first week of July, I’ve dealt with utter and complete sadness and even depression. I’m being completely honest and transparent! I am no different from Kara & Nate to an average small Youtuber like myself. Kara & Nate may have the following, but I am sure this is affecting them mentally and psychologically as well irregardless to how sustainable they are with their content. It’s affecting all of us!

BUT alike all trials I’ve faced in my travels, there is always a bright side. Hell, ask all well traveled voyagers out there who have experienced strife while traveling, how they managed hard falls on the road. It’s not so much about what happens, but about how you deal with it and find a way to make your situation better which allows for a better path down the line.

Create New Plans to be Excited For

stairway to heaven haiku stairs oahu hawaii hike

Travel within Your Means

While we take for granted what is all around us, this is most important during this time. I live in Hawai’i and while that’s extreme of an example being that this is one of the most beautiful parts of the world, I still found myself in need to take advantage of what surrounds me even more. I went on more hikes, went to the beach more, took a drive around the island, visited my favorite Hawaiian museum, and enjoyed more mini picnics at the park facing the mountains here. Even managed to get my Open Water Scuba Dive certification this past week! Hell of a way to set up for experiences underwater once travel opens back up.

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In between dives in Honolulu during pandemic.

This is no greater time to truly understand Hawai’i and give back to the culture. I’ve recently pushed a greater priority to learn more about Hawaiian culture, history, and language by taking online Hawaiian lessons at least once a week. I am currently looking into joining a Halau Hula (at the appropriate time) which is a school to learn to dance hula.

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I have so much love and respect for everything Hawai’i🌺 Let’s connect! #hawaii #fyp #foryou #hawaiilife #culture #olelohawaii #pacificislands #aloha

♬ Makee ‘Ailana – Dennis Pavao
TikTok I created to connect with locals on Tiktok. Also to show and share purpose living here by giving back.

Travel out of your means (Brainstorming Plan B, C, & D)

While travel is a no go at the moment and plans being canceled or postponed, that allows for new and further research on what could be once travel opens back up. With more time to plan, my trip might turn out to be ten times better and I am no stranger to this. Back in 2017, I injured my achilles tendon canceling my first initial Pacific Islands trip to New Zealand. I stayed in Hawai’i for four total months meeting and staying with my current girlfriend before flying straight to New Zealand. By doing so I allowed myself enough funds for my dream motorcycle in New Zealand and the ability to see the country without having to glance at my funds much. This also allowed me to research more about the Pacific Islands giving me much more appreciation and love enough to have 10 times better of a trip than planned. Much more realistic and allowed me the ability to grow enough to have the courage to wing it to the second.

Still waiting on my drone so credit to: https://vimeo.com/160758166

This is exactly what I foresee happening with my next trip. Covid has allowed me to rethink some things about my content. Last week I bought a drone and about to buy a GoPro 8. I am also considering upgrading my video to a DSLR camera for better quality videos. In this time, I’ll be focusing on projects around Hawai’i that will enhance my documenting experience to the next level. I’ve been seeking out ways I can be more sustainable, and this time might be the calling for this to be possible. Who knows…

Possible travel path after exploring Australia with more Pacific Islands

As for the travel path, it looks to remain relatively the same. However, if I grow in the way I wish, I might find that sustainability to have a more continuous travel path beyond the original plan. Traveling to Australia as originally planned but having the ability to work remotely. Continuing on beyond Australia to more Pacific Islands having complete freedom.

Why am I rambling about this?

Because I know whoever is reading this, might be able to relate and had to rethink and replan because of this. I just hope to set some form of an example that despite the sadness and depression of this all, this is nothing but a means to make something good, GREAT! Hell….effing awesome!

Deadman's Catwalk Oahu Hawaii

I pray that you all are doing well and staying positive. I know it’s been a hell of a rough journey both emotionally and psychologically for me as I’m sure it has been for you. I do hope that the imagery, flashbacks, and positive words and energy helps to promote a healthy mindset during this time. Please do feel free to comment below or message me anywhere throughout my social media. I love to connect with all of you and build a community. 🙂

Aloha

A.P.